February 2012
I miss...
when I was sixteen and didn’t think about being pretty.
when I handled everything flawlessly.
when I wasn’t so god damn emotional.
when I could make lists like this and it would instantly calm me down.
when I didn’t give a fuck.
when I gave a fuck, and everything else gave a fuck too.
when bad hair days were everyday and I still thought I was beautiful
when I didn’t...
Halp.
I’m so outrageously overwhelmed right now. I’m stressed at home. I’m behind in school. I’m kinda sick but “I’m NOT sick.” I feel like shit. I keep panicking. Every time I think about things too much I have literal cold sweats. I don’t know what to do. I don’t understand the philosophy work this semester because I’ve missed the exercises,...
